Massey university,New Zealand.

i'm not sure whether this is my dream university or not. and i'll give u few of my reasons. first,this university divides into two different campuses. how would i know at that time when they asked us to select our university, that this university has two diff campuses and who knows we will be allocated into this diff campuses accordingly upon our courses. second, i had chosen this university for the sake of being in the same campus with my best friend. but at the end of the day, do i get what i want? third,i've learned a myriad of benefits as a result of choosing this university. first, the benefits are on me. i get to live in a very low cost area also the fact that i get the highest rate of allowance in that place. as a matter of fact, i get to know a few of seniors of which are very friendly and could be my new best friends. hehehe. suddenly, i feel glad Allah has chosen me to be placed at his place. he knows everything although at first i have doubts upon my future. because reality is, he has chosen the best for us, and it is vital for us to trust upon his plan. fourthly, i feel devastated because i can't still forget what these guys have done to me, the way they might have treated me stupidly. i may forgive them, but i might not forget for the rest of my life's.

Grey's monologue

This is a place where horrible things happen. You were right to go. You're probably want to be alone. Look at me, I practically hate to be in here. And you're right, It is hurting me... In ways I'll probably never get over. I have a lot of memories of people... People I've lost forever. But, I have a lot of other memories, too This is a place where I learned how to take responsibility For someone else's life. And it's a place I met you. So I figure this place has given me As much as its taken from me. I've lived here as much as I've survived here. It's just depends on how I look at it. I'm gonna choose to look at it that way And remember you that way. Hope you're good. Bye.

Happily ever after? pfft. haha

We all remember the bedtime stories of our childhoods. The shoe fits Cinderella. The frog turns into a prince. Sleeping Beauty is awakened with a kiss. Once upon a time. And then they lived happily every after. Fairy tales. The stuff of dreams. The problem is, fairy tales don’t come true. It’s the other stories. The ones that begin with dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable. It’s the nightmares that always seem to become reality. The person that invented the phrase “Happily ever after,” should have his ass kicked – so hard. Once upon a time. Happily ever after. The stories we tell are the stuff of dreams. Fairy tales don’t come true. Reality is much stormier. Much murkier. Much scarier. Reality. It’s so much more interesting than living happily ever after.

forgive and forget?

In life, only one thing is certain, apart from death and taxes. That is no matter how hard you try, no matter how good your intentions, you are going to make mistakes. You’re going to hurt people. You’re going to get hurt. And if you ever want to recover, there’s really only one thing you can say…

“I forgive you.”

Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled. Old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget.

don't stand so close to me.

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want, is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other… it’s usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to. And once we’ve chosen those people… we tend to stick close by… no matter how much we hurt them and they hurt us. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But, sometimes that invasion of personal space… it can be exactly what you need.

Biggest day in my life.

Today, i become the citizen of the world. Today, i become a grown up.  Today i become accountable to someone other than myself and my parents. Accountable for more than my schoolmates. Today, i become accountable to the world. To the future,to all the possibilities that life has to offer. Starting today, my job is to show up while i am willing and ready, for what? I don't know. For anything. For everything. To take on life, to take on love. To take on the responsibility and possibility. Today my friends, our life's began. And i for one, can't wait.

You don't recognise the biggest day of your life. Not until you realise in the middle of it, the day you commit to something. the day you got heartbroken. the day you realise, there's not enough time, because you wanna live forever. Those are the biggest days. the perfect days.

Empat.four.Ar'baah.Third.semi.Thalatha.

In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful. Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, i'm so glad, i'm so grateful ya Allah for giving me so many happy things this month ya Allah.. i got 4.00 for my first sem first degree and even my Chemical Process Principles is also A. Also i went to semi final for debate competition..who knows ya Allah..someone like me..to be awarded with so many good things..all at once...masya Allah,, ya Allah, i feel bad to you..all of these days i'm making wrongs and sins but u still give me what i want..i'm touched ya Allah..

One day, i walked across a street and i saw a woman with no legs.

I looked on my legs and i imagined myself on her state. How i feel so grateful of what you are giving me right now ya Allah..and yet i keep on complaining about various dissatisfaction on life ya Allah..masyaALLAH..I can't imagine the sins that i've done to you ya Allah..

thank you Allah for everything..i love you so much