Bersyukur ^^

Segala kecuakan sudah tamat. Hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu betapa cuaknya diri 2 minggu ni. Tak boleh tidur, resah semacam, sampai keluar ke mimpi. ya Allah, aku bersyukur kepadamu..tatkala diriku sering melakukan kesilapan dan dosa, engkau masih memberikan aku rezeki ya Allah..

Terima kasih ya Allah..

Mungkin aku sentiasa berada di atas, dan bila tiba2 berada di bawah, aku mulai tidak bersyukur.

Syukur? Apa tu syukur?

Perkataan syukur terbit dari kata 'syukran' yang bermaksud ucapan terima kasih. Dari segi pengertian syukur bermaksud sesuatu tindakan, ungkapan atau niat di hati sebagai tanda berterima kasih atas nikmat Tuhan kepada kita.


Apakah nikmat yang dimaksudkan dalam ayat tersebut? Sedar atau tidak, semua yang berlaku dalam kehidupan kita adalah nikmat. Nikmat sihat dan sakit, nikmat senang dan susah.. itu semua adalah nikmatNya yang tidak terhingga nilainya dan apakah kita masih tidak bersyukur?


Kadangkala kita lihat ada orang yang selesa dengan apa yang seadanya bagi mereka, tetapi ada juga kelompok yang seakan tidak pernah cukup akan nikmat yang dikurniakan kepada mereka. Dalam diri sendiri juga kadangkala terdetik masih tidak pernah berasa puas apa yang dimiliki.


Ada yang lekas sedar akan hal tersebut dan segera bertaubat, tetapi malang bagi mereka yang hanyut mengejar kenikmatan dunia yang tiada noktahnya. Takut nanti terlalu asyik dengan nikmat itu, boleh menimbulkan sifat ego seterusnya membawa kepada kekufuran.



Bagi aku, kaedah terbaik untuk kita mudah berasa syukur ialah selalu melihat orang yang berada di bawah kita, bukan di atas. Hal ini kerana, apabila kita melihat mereka yang taraf hidupnya di bawah kita, automatik kita akan teringat dengan apa yang sudah kita miliki.


Syukurnya aku kepada Allah dengan kedudukan aku sekarang, yang aku tak pernah bayangkan suatu masa dahulu. Perjalanan hidup individu tidak akan pernah sama, dan aku merasai fasa - fasa genting itu, dan sampai ke hari ini aku tak akan lupakan asal usul aku dan aku merasai fasa - fasa genting itu, dan sampai ke hari ini aku tak akan lupakan asal usul aku.

Senior aku pernah cakap,

"semua ini memang wujud dalam hati sanubari manusia. akan sentiasa ade rase ingin lebih daripada manusia dlm sesuatu perkara.
dengan menjadi lebih itu akan timbul rasa lega dan puas hati.
dan boleh jadi puas hati akan mendorong ke arah riak dan takabbur.
itulah yg dikatakan jika kita disuapkan dgn pangkat dan darjat serta sesuatu kejayaan yg sgt signifikan, boleh jadi itu sbg satu modal utk kita lebih jauh drpd apa yg dinginkan oleh-Nya.
namun, ketahuilah, apabila dihulurkan dgn sesuatu yg tidak mencapai keinginan kita, nescaya kita akan lebih berfikir ttg berbagai perkara.
contohnye kita akan rase betapa lemahnya diri kita.kerna segala-galanya akan jadi, sekiranye diizikan oleh-Nya.
selain itu, kita juga dpt melihat betapa adilnya Tuhan kita. Kita akan berfikir, sekiranye semua mengecapi sesuatu tahap yg sama, maka tidak nampak keunikan di situ. kita rase lebih bersyukur.

aku tak dpt nafikan, aku turut pernah merasa spt kau. teringin berada di atas, selalu, kalau boleh tak akan berada di bawah. tapi dalam proses ini, kita akan lebih belajar drpd semua ini.insyaAllah.''-


cuba bayangkan diri kita berada dalam penjara dan diseksa tiap hari, apa benda yang paling teruk yang boleh kena pada kita?

Mati? Tidak sama sekali. Dengan mati kita akan kembali kepada pencipta kita , dengan mati segala keseksaan di dalam penjara itu akan berhenti. Dengan bekalan dan persediaan yang cukup kita boleh mati dengan tenang. Kalau tak memang sampai bila-bila kita akan terseksa.

see?

'the worst thing could be the best thing'.

mari kita sama-sama bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. insyaAllah

SORRY IS NOT HARD ^^

During the pre-Islamic days of ignorance, the one who was treacherous, proud, and dishonest was feared and considered strong.
But revelation through the Qur’an and Sunnah teach us otherwise. The Prophet (sal Allahu ‘alayhi wa sallam) didn’t just win battles, but hearts as well.

He was known for his gentle nature and kindness, even to the ignorant and ill-mannered. People took their shahadah and entered Islam just by experiencing his humble, gracious, honest, and courteous mannerism .

Unfortunately, with the passage of time many Muslims have forgotten to practice the manners taught by our religion.
We have forgotten the teachings of Quran and hadith and instead let our egos rule us.

Syaitan, which is our greatest enemy will play all the tricks to stop you from saying sorry. You might experience the following thought pattern: “Oh come on! You can’t apologise. It will be so embarrassing. Actually, you didn’t do anything wrong really, it’s not such a big deal. Everyone makes mistakes, it was so and so’s fault in the first place.”

Embarrassed that you spoiled a treasured relationship, your ego may tell you to run the other way and not face the situation.

But you shouldn’t ignore the situation.

We can’t have healthy relationships if we don’t learn how to handle mishaps and humbly ask for forgiveness.

These are some tips of how to say sorry :)
1. If you have wronged or oppressed the person, you should turn to Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’ala to ask for forgiveness.


“Be quick in the race for forgiveness from your Lord, and for a Garden whose width is that (of the whole) of the heavens and of the earth, prepared for the righteous. Those who spend (freely), whether in prosperity, or in adversity; who restrain anger, and pardon (all) men, for Allah loves those who do good.” (3:133-134)


2. Push aside your ego; we have to remove any pride in order to humble ourselves to genuinely apologise. This shows that you value your relationship. Even if you don’t think you’re in the wrong, apologize and be kind for the sake of Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’ala.

3. Be quick to apologise.
“It is not lawful for a Muslim to desert (stop talking to) his brother beyond three nights, the one turning one way and the other turning to the other way when they meet, the better of the two is one who is the first to greet the other.” [Bukhari]


4. Admit to your shortcomings and take responsibility. Don’t sound insincere or cold. Muttering “I apologise” or a stern “sorry…” under your breath isn’t very genuine; be sincere and mean what you say – ‘I’m so sorry, [insert person’s name]’ sounds better, doesn’t it?

5. If the situation calls for it, talk it out and explain what happened. Try to restore their trust and confidence in you.

6. Show you care by asking the other person what could be done to amend it.

7. Learn a lesson from this incident. Set your morals and correct your behaviour. Our interactions with people are also a part of our deen, and our character will weigh heavily on the Day of Judgement. It is reported that Muadh ibn Jabal said, “The last advice the Messenger of Allah, may Allah bless him and grant him peace, gave me when I put my foot in the stirrup was that he said, ‘Make your character good for the people, Muadh ibn Jabal!’”

“Fear Allah wherever you may be; follow up an evil deed with a good one which will wipe (the former) out , and behave good-naturedly towards people.” [At-Tirmidhi]

Taking responsibility for our wrongdoings and/or mistakes is a sign of strength, humility, and wisdom – and at the end of the day, it’s just the basics of good manners, which are what every Productive Muslim should strive for. ^^

Change for better.

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

Why do we have to sometimes change just to be who we really are? 

When we are trying to be successful or trying to accomplish something in our life, have you ever noticed that one of the first things that happens is that we get told we should not do the thing, or we get asked why we are doing it? And what are we doing it for?  And they are telling you to leave things the way they are.

Don't worry to change because it is said in the Al-Quran :

Sura 9: 102 to 106 reads as follows:

"And others have confessed their faults, they have mingled a good deed and an evil one; (perhaps) Allah will turn to them (mercifully); surely Allah is Forgiving, Merciful. 

Take alms out of their property, you would cleanse them and purify them thereby, and pray for them; surely your prayer is a relief to them; and Allah is Hearing, Knowing.

Do they not know that Allah accepts repentance from His servants and takes the alms, and that Allah is the Oft-returning (to mercy), the Merciful?

And say: Work; so Allah will see your work and (so will) His Apostle and the believers; and you shall be brought back to the Knower of the unseen and the seen, then He will inform you of what you did.

And others are made to await Allah's command, whether He chastise them or whether He turn to them (mercifully), and Allah is Knowing, Wise." (9:102-106)

Even if we did wrong or sins it is always not too late to change for better. I myself is changing bit by bit. Although it seems hard at first, but perseverance ensures success :) Pray for me insyaAllah :)

Allah does not love sins, but Allah loves to forgive. Allah does not love the sinner, but Allah loves the repenter.

 THIS IS ONE VIDEO ABOUT REPENTANCE :) WE CAN CHANGE. WE ALWAYS CAN.

I write what i want to write.

This is very devastating. I guess. Why is someone that worried about me? what have i done?

i don't like this feeling. I know this blog is named as Notorious which means having a bad reputation ,but i don't like when people deem me as bad. i just don't like that feeling. Even if i did wrong, please tell me what was it alright? Man to man . hehe Peace everyone ^.^  is a very short post. I write what i want to write.

Before that, i found one interesting video to all muslims. this is awesome.
Well i listen to songs when i'm sad..so here goes one song..Roots before branches ^^

School Life

KINDERGARDEN : TADIKA ADIWARNA

Well here goes my post regarding my school life. Well, i have started studying since toddler. that time i was like 1 year  old.  that's not true actually. we study  since  we started to breath fresh air. .even breathing is considered studying..walking, crawling .. hehehe

After all, i have started studying formally in a kindergarden school just beside my house.

well that time i was 5 years old and i am the only one among my 4 siblings who went to school that early. 

yeah of course ..first born deserves best. 

This was  my kindergarden badge.  Found it on google. 

well kindergarden was awesome. i remembered those times when it wasn't awkward to touch female hands..well i even hold some indeed..hahahaha how  i miss those experience.  

STANDARD 1-STANDARD 6 = SEKOLAH KEBANGSAAN BANDAR TUN HUSSEIN ONN

being in primary school was hilarious.. well i can't remember much but what i still remember was i had these two best friends. and one of them who i met last year at kmkn(kolej mara kuala nerang). well actually he stayed at kmkn for a year too. he was basically in the same programme. 

Kamil Arif. ( I Know Right.)

 yazid roslan. 

these guys were my best friends. well we're still friends. but not that close like last time. Hoho.

this is my primary school.

i don't talk that much when i was at primary school. i don't even talk to girls. i'm afraid to girls. hahaha.
well, i'm not one of the top students either. i was in the 3rd ranking class which was actually the lowest compared among my other siblings. they were at the first ranking class. all of them. whatever. Alhamdulilah i scored straight A's in UPSR. Kamil and Yazid were okay, but they went to different school.

FORM 1-FORM 3

 I, however went to MRSM TRANSKRIAN.

Ops, before that, i went to Smk Bandar Tun Hussein Onn 2 for 1 month

well, i don't remember much being in this school. besides, i didn't even get elected to become a prefect. 

Now, MRSM TRANSKRIAN

A DIFFERENT VERSION.

MRSM TRANSKRIAN was awesome, i can still remember the smell of the fresh air of transkrian, and feel the super hot weather of sahara and most of all, the absolute facilities. one thing that you can't forget staying at transkrian were the most kind and helpful teachers there. I have this one favourite teacher. My science teacher. She is the best teacher that i have ever known. the most friendly teacher ever.


madam husrita hussin with her son.

And that how awesome transkrian was. my batch was the batch who saved for the first place in PMR rankings among MRSM. yeah i scored straight a's..Alhamdulilah. we were the first actually. the juniors however, couldn't continue the legacy, but recently i heard that they had managed to save at the 8th rank, which was good because  usually the top 5 rankings will be dominated by the PKP's . So, transkrian are awesome and mind-blowing :D

literally, i was one of the top students in transkrian. hell yeah, but i'm no good in maths...(oh how i regret that now...!!!)
one more thing, i am one of the BWP'S ...hehehe..

FORM 4-FORM 5


Alhamdulilah, due to Allah's blessings i was then chosen to study at one of the PKP's ; MRSM TUN GHAFAR BABA, MELAKA,

well, staying at TGB taught me a lot. yes, i did many awful things there. it was kind of embarrassing and humiliating actually..but let's forget the past and keep improving in the future.

CONCLUSION : I DID STUPID THINGS.

so this is tgb..quite glamorous isn't it? nah the college is outstanding in its performances, but the facilities there were quite old and rusty..

I REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE TO TAKE SHOWER WITH NO DOORS BECAUSE THE DOORS WERE REPLACED WITH SOME PIECE OF CLOTH!!


hahahaha well, that was one experience. it was exciting though in tgb..well here i am an average student..also in here i've started to have a complete passion to maths..which is my favourite subject now.. personally, i don't like my high school period because literally i'm not matured(like i'm matured now) and i didn't get chance to become a STAR..Hahahaahahaha. (lol i'm not a star now either)

well this was my partition mate. hehehe. he was an all rounder. he was good in everything including academics and sports..i kinda envied him that time..hahahaha

Alhamdulilah, i scored straight A's here too..of which gave me the ticket to pursue my studies under SPC..(based on my trial results first) to KOLEJ MARA KUALA NERANG..

FOUNDATION LEVEL-AGE 18

here i met lots and lots of awesome people..they were really friendly, and i have a number of close frens..
and i really2 enjoyed staying at KMKN, I wish my high school was like KMKN..here, i learned many things..i even played rugby..hahahaha. everybody in KMKN was awesome..i even make friends with seniors..well i didn't know them back then in KMKN, but still they came from KMKN! hehehe. KMKN was the best institution that i have ever been so far..the lecturers were great..i learned many new techniques from one of my favorite lecturers, sir Jo and i even love physics even though i distasted this subject back then in TGB. i even got an A for physics..which was an average grade i think..most people had A+. hahahaha never mind. that was past.

these were my classmates.

syahidi and syazwan. these guys taught me lot of things. they never felt boastful in delivering academics matter..they were awesome and always will be..

ATTENTION : LATEP IS INCLUDED IN THIS PIC

THIS IS MY CLOSE FRIEND. He taught me everything. He was the reason i've changed into better insyaAllah. Thanks dude ^^

A4 the awesome.( my favorite classmates ) i think this was somewhere in penang. An exhilarating trip! my best trip actually.

These are my two favorite seniors. Syahin and Khairi. well i knew syahin first and he was the one who told me that i would be in MICET..i'll kill you syahin..grrr..y no MFI? +.+ ..whatever..he is a great senior btw. hahaha

DEGREE-AGE 19
PRESENT: UNIKL(UNIVERSITI KUALA LUMPUR) MICET(MALAYSIAN INSTITUTE OF CHEMICAL AND BIOENGINEERING TECHNOLOGY

well, i really don't want to talk bad about this institute, but frankly, i hate this institute so much. well i hate the environment actually. can you imagine the pressure that we received everyday non stop?

MOSQUITOE?

HOT WEATHER?

LONG TRACK TO CLASS?

SMELLY AIR?

well we encounter these pressures everyday and these are the ultimate reasons why i get into fight with some of my colleagues recently. Nevertheless, micet still has the bright side. well i met this one very friendly senior.

YES, THIS IS A SENIOR. HAHAHA NO OFFENSE.

Well i am hoping to meet MARA'S requirement for both semesters also my ielts results to perform in the most flying colours  to get out from here as soon as possible. next year, insyaAllah

WOAHHHHHHHHHHH

wish me luck :) pray for my success hehe :)

Well, that's that. i guess this is a very short post. hehehehe.

Appreciate your school when you still can because i've started to miss mine! :)