FRIENDS

This is my very first post. Well, second actually. My previous one was kinda looked foolish. well, i am newbie. now and then. HAHAH
well, i don't know what to write but well perhaps i could talk about friends. 


well don't get yourself wrong.. i'm not talking about this tv series.

remember this? yeah it was kind of outdated.. well actually i'm not going to talk about that.. 


recently, i just don't get understand the attitudes of some of my friends..sometimes they are so complicated and intricate.. you know why? 


research said : you are not a human without friends.
 Well, it seems not.


because sometimes, i think, i don't need friends to live. sometimes they hurt my feelings so badly that i think of committing suicide. HAHAHA THAT IS SO NOT TRUE!


after all friends are divided into lots of category, to name a few..close frens, bad friends, stupid friends...lalalalala




Well, to cut the chase, i have this very close friend.


hoho well i have lots of close frens but specifically, i'm gonna talk about this one person.


Well, this person changed me a lot.  A LOT?? 


well, he taught me to be more islamic, and besides, to appear kind and benign to every person that you have known. he is my best friend. but he doesn't seem to deem me his best friend. well i don't really care about that actually.




Well, ONE DAY, hahahaha we went for breakfast. well it was awesome yeah, i ate nasi lemak. delicious! suddenly, i told him that i opened his inbox and read this one particular message. well i can't tell you that. I'll tell you why.


He said, why are you of all people love to expose other people private life. you love to expose it to fb, and he in fact  relates to all people that i have never ever done such things to those people. he accused me. he killed me. well, everything transformed swiftly. 




Now it is awkward, even to talk about simple things such as dude, would you want to go for ice skating. nah, that's awkward.  


WELL, WHAT I REALLY WANT TO EMPHASIZE RIGHT NOW IS....


You live not to please everyone..no matter what you do to get one's attention, in the end, the relationship would turn into a halt..like myself..i am not sure that i have close frens because it never lasts more than a year..i am a very sensitive person..even to slight things such as someone showing off he's marks among the public too could bring the annoyance out of me and i'm not scared too get into a fight and i regret that. very much.  i guess it is because of the chinese blood flowing thru my veins. INDEED.


well, that's that. i am so sorry of the grammar mistakes or spelling errors..hahaha this is not an essay by the way..

ANYWAY SMILE IS PRECIOUS! SO SMILE EVERYDAY HIHI