FARAH LATEP

 THIS IS THE HALF VERSION OF FARAH LATEP. PREPARE YOURSELF.

Well  i'm going to talk about Farah Latep. my classmate. my soulmate. my papermate. 

I guess it is a whole lot better to talk someone in her almost perfect state. hehe. well a complete version.

This is better. She's at the right side. hahaha. nah, obviously the left one.

A COMPLETE VERSION ( so called gadis muslimah )

Well i met her at KMKN. i heard rumours saying she was the most cutest girl in KMKN ( Obviously not) and i was really thrilled to meet her indeed.well it was hectic in my class with her presence. people called her 'makcik'  and she was in fact one of many people in my class to make fun of. yeah, i love to make fun of her. 

to cut the chase, this post is meant for her since she asked me to.  well, the point that i really want to talk here that i was once fallen in love with her. hahaha.

nah, not that extremely falling in love..just the slightest...smallest amount of love..amount? can we count love? hahahah. well i was kinda jealous knowing she was with someone else. there was one moment when i hoped that she would break up with her boyfriend. Yeah i know i'm evil. 

But then i realised.

We could only be just friends. Well i noticed that she is kinda lunatic and eccentric type of girl. well indeed she is the most weird girl i have ever met!  that particular trait  makes me eager to be friend with her. it is always hard to find a girl that could make PIG NOSE in front of the public.

WELL, FARAH LATEP DID. 

we can't be married. i am scared.

after all, let Allah decides who is best for us. Allah has planned everything. We have to be patient and let time answer it all :)

FRIENDS

This is my very first post. Well, second actually. My previous one was kinda looked foolish. well, i am newbie. now and then. HAHAH
well, i don't know what to write but well perhaps i could talk about friends. 


well don't get yourself wrong.. i'm not talking about this tv series.

remember this? yeah it was kind of outdated.. well actually i'm not going to talk about that.. 


recently, i just don't get understand the attitudes of some of my friends..sometimes they are so complicated and intricate.. you know why? 


research said : you are not a human without friends.
 Well, it seems not.


because sometimes, i think, i don't need friends to live. sometimes they hurt my feelings so badly that i think of committing suicide. HAHAHA THAT IS SO NOT TRUE!


after all friends are divided into lots of category, to name a few..close frens, bad friends, stupid friends...lalalalala




Well, to cut the chase, i have this very close friend.


hoho well i have lots of close frens but specifically, i'm gonna talk about this one person.


Well, this person changed me a lot.  A LOT?? 


well, he taught me to be more islamic, and besides, to appear kind and benign to every person that you have known. he is my best friend. but he doesn't seem to deem me his best friend. well i don't really care about that actually.




Well, ONE DAY, hahahaha we went for breakfast. well it was awesome yeah, i ate nasi lemak. delicious! suddenly, i told him that i opened his inbox and read this one particular message. well i can't tell you that. I'll tell you why.


He said, why are you of all people love to expose other people private life. you love to expose it to fb, and he in fact  relates to all people that i have never ever done such things to those people. he accused me. he killed me. well, everything transformed swiftly. 




Now it is awkward, even to talk about simple things such as dude, would you want to go for ice skating. nah, that's awkward.  


WELL, WHAT I REALLY WANT TO EMPHASIZE RIGHT NOW IS....


You live not to please everyone..no matter what you do to get one's attention, in the end, the relationship would turn into a halt..like myself..i am not sure that i have close frens because it never lasts more than a year..i am a very sensitive person..even to slight things such as someone showing off he's marks among the public too could bring the annoyance out of me and i'm not scared too get into a fight and i regret that. very much.  i guess it is because of the chinese blood flowing thru my veins. INDEED.


well, that's that. i am so sorry of the grammar mistakes or spelling errors..hahaha this is not an essay by the way..

ANYWAY SMILE IS PRECIOUS! SO SMILE EVERYDAY HIHI